All Alone

Ryan left this morning to go to the field for 4 days. It wouldn't be so bad if I wasn't leaving for California in 2 days. This means that I won't see him for two weeks. I know that I went 15 months without seeing him, so you would think that I would be able to do this more easily. But I am so used to him being home now that 2 weeks seems like such a long time. It doesn't help that he couldn't take his phone with him, so I can't even talk to him for the next 4 days. In a way I'm thankful that I'm going home, because that will distract me from him being gone, but at the same time I'm sad because that's more time that I won't see him. I really wish he could have come home with me. Oh well... I guess that's just Army life. I'm sure that 2 weeks will fly by and then we'll both be home and we'll just be getting ready for him to finish up his school and for Jax to get here!